Poetry: A Year of Losses

I lost a Godmother.
I lost a brother
I lost a wing.
I lost a father

I lost a friend
I hurt another.
I had a sister
and lost some other.

I lost time
I lost rhyme
I lost what was
NEVER
Mine

I lost life
I lost joys
I lost a knife
I lost two boys

I lost blood
I lost a hug.
I lost my forgiveness
in the mud.